I’m Trapped in a Bloody Reverse Harem Game - Chapter 1

“Ha, hah! No, no more!”

The large member thrusting into me from below moved even faster at the sound of my cries, digging deeper inside me. Although it was already slick from the prolonged session, the burning sensation spreading from within made me twist my body.

“P-please, stop…”

“Stop? Who gave you permission? If I stop now, you’ll just try to run away again, won’t you?”

“N-no! Hah, please… stop…”

The man holding my waist and moving his body growled in a voice filled with anger. Pinned beneath him, I let my tears soak into the soiled sheets.

I hate this! I just want it to stop!

“Ahh!”

“I’ll never let you go again.”

His dark voice whispered into my ear.

I don’t care if you don’t let me go—I just want to log out of here!

“Hngh!”

But what escaped my lips were sounds of arousal. Every time he drove into me, I gripped the sheets and let out cries filled with pleasure.

I was trapped in an R-19 depraved reverse-harem game.

***

The world I’m currently in is an R-19 virtual reality game called The Saintess Is a Spy!

In the game, the player takes on the role of a spy tasked with seducing key figures of the Empire to revive the Holy Kingdom. The objective is to eliminate the Empire’s leverage over the Holy Kingdom and win over influential figures to the Kingdom’s side.

Of course, the game doesn’t start with the player being thrown straight into the Empire. Instead, it begins in the Holy Kingdom, where the player meets two introductory capture targets and participates in light events to get a feel for the game. Once the tutorial-like phase is complete, the player becomes a spy and begins approaching the Empire’s capture targets.

As expected of a depraved R-19 game, the only “happy” ending involves marrying one of the capture targets. Honestly, even those endings weren’t particularly happy, but they were far better than the “Dead Endings” or “Confinement Endings” triggered by insufficient affection.

The game is infamous for its high difficulty, where a single wrong choice could lead to obsessive or imprisoning outcomes, making it a prime example of a depraved reverse-harem game.

And I had made the critical mistake of choosing such a game because it sounded appealing.

Since it was an R-19 game, I didn’t care much about the endings—my goal was just to experience sleeping with the impossibly handsome and unique characters who didn’t exist in real life.

But…

“How was I supposed to know I wouldn’t be able to log out!”

After enjoying the hyper-realistic virtual reality game multiple times and re-logging in to explore other endings, I found myself trapped in this despair-inducing game.

***

The Holy Kingdom’s central facility, a grand temple housing the Pope and devout believers, was the most majestic and beautiful structure within the Kingdom. The corridors were lined with stunning artworks and sculptures crafted with utmost dedication. Beyond the serene gardens, where sacred hymns seemed to resonate, came an incongruous noise.

“Y-Your Holiness…”

“Sister Haniel, lower your voice.”

“Ah! I-I’m sorry. Please, just stop… Ahhh!”

“Shh. If the Holy Knights hear your cries during your class, what would they think of me?”

The Pope’s office stood out even among the splendor of the temple’s architecture. Inside this gilded chamber, faint moans echoed.

Typically adorned with towering stacks of documents, the large desk in the room was occupied by something else today. Haniel lay sprawled on it, her face pressed against the cold surface, letting out ragged moans.

The Pope smirked wickedly as he gazed at Haniel’s trembling body. Adjusting the device invading her sensitive area, he pressed it deeper, causing her back to arch and her cries to grow louder.

“Ah, ah! It hurts, Your Holiness…”

“Despite my warnings, you refuse to suppress your voice. Sister Haniel, you will continue to be disciplined until you learn restraint.”

“P-please, no… Stop this… Please, no more… sob.”

“With cries like that, anyone outside might think I’m tormenting you, Sister.”

Ignoring her pleas, the Pope moved the device more vigorously. The grating sounds of its movements mingled with Haniel’s escalating cries.

His hands, devoid of mercy, roughly repositioned her as he spread her legs and took his place before her. Gazing down at her flushed, trembling form, he smirked coldly.

“How utterly obscene. Such blasphemy.”

Shaking her head in denial, Haniel whimpered as the Pope finally removed the device. The soaked tool fell to the floor as he positioned himself.

“Agh! Your Holiness!”

“Do not forget your mission in the Empire.”

“I-I…”

“If you behave as indecently as this, anyone would fall for you…”

The “saintess-to-be” Haniel’s instructional sessions with the Pope were conducted in seclusion. Not even the Holy Knights dared approach when faint moans slipped from within the office walls.

<Six hours of connection have passed. You will be automatically logged out for player protection.>

“Ah.”

Haniel let out a disappointed sigh as her cries of pleasure abruptly ceased. As the Pope stopped moving, the surroundings began to shift.

“Has it been six hours already?”

The woman who had been immersed in the virtual reality game sat up and checked the time, wide-eyed. Half the weekend had already slipped away.

Stretching her stiff body, she muttered to herself, “How am I supposed to wait until next weekend?”

***

Thank you for enjoying The Saintess Is a Spy! We hope you continue to have a delightful experience!

The trending R-19 game The Saintess Is a Spy! is a fully immersive virtual reality experience. Stressed from work and heartbroken after discovering that my boyfriend of three years had cheated on me, I impulsively purchased the game, unable to cope with my frustrations any longer.

The regret lasted only until the purchase confirmation message arrived. After my first session, I declared it the best decision I’d made all year.

“It’s worth every penny.”

I spent the entire weekend practically living in the game. In the hyper-realistic virtual world, the characters’ stunning looks and prowess made my ex-boyfriend’s existence utterly forgettable. Wherever I turned, they welcomed me warmly, bringing immense joy.

When it came to intimacy, they didn’t just collapse after one round—three rounds were standard. Thanks to the game, I found a temporary escape from the relentless stress of reality.

Attaching the small electrode patches to my head, I tapped my phone screen.

<Would you like to connect to The Saintess Is a Spy!?>

Upon clicking the button, a small interface appeared before me.

<Would you like to resume saved data from the previous playthrough?>

Of course, I clicked “Yes.”

<For optimal gameplay, it is recommended to connect while lying in a comfortable place.>

Already reclining on my bed, I adjusted my pillow and blinked slowly.

<Brainwave stabilization in progress. Connection begins in 10 seconds.>

The countdown began: 9, 8, 7…

<Connection begins in 5 seconds.>

The strange sensation of being pulled away from reality coursed through my body. Despite having experienced it several times, I hadn’t grown accustomed to the feeling. Taking a deep breath, I braced myself.

‘I’ll never get used to this.’

Though I had intended to play only on weekends, I rushed home today, eager to dive back in.

‘Tomorrow’s a holiday, so pulling an all-nighter today is fine.’

In my first playthrough, I hadn’t progressed far. Distracted by various characters, I failed my main mission and ended up with the “Confinement Ending” in the Holy See.

The Pope, who delighted in tormenting with implements, had been a particularly troublesome character. When I failed my mission and ended up with the confinement ending, he used devices I had never seen before, inserting them into me and using them relentlessly until I logged out.

While I had enjoyed that in its way, my true preference lay with the knight assigned as my escort in the Empire. For some reason, I hadn’t managed to initiate a relationship with him during the first playthrough.

‘There’s a reverse-harem ending, so I’ll aim for that this time.’

<Connection Complete>

<Continue> <New Game>

The two options appeared before me. If I chose “Continue,” would it start from my confinement in the Holy See?

Tilting my head in thought, I reached out and clicked “Continue.”

If it started in confinement, I could always log out and start fresh. Part of me wanted another round with the Pope…

As soon as my finger touched the glowing interface, the dark space began to brighten. The game world, rendered so precisely it was hard to distinguish from reality, unfolded before me.

However, the scene was slightly different from what I had expected. The Pope who had tormented me at the end of the last playthrough was nowhere to be found. Instead, Haniel’s House was recreated in vivid detail.

Scanning the quaint house, a small system window appeared before me.

<The Saintess Is a Spy! -Second Playthrough->

So, continuing didn’t pick up from the ending but restarted from the beginning.

The starting location was Haniel’s House, the protagonist’s initial setting. After acclimating to the game in this charming home with its modest garden, the Holy Knights would arrive to escort me to the temple.

Though slightly disappointed not to start in confinement, this wasn’t bad either. Like before, I found myself lying on Haniel’s bed.

“Yawn. I’m tired… Should I drink a stamina potion?”

As I rose from the bed, the words left my lips, driven by the system’s script.

<Recover your tired body with a Stamina Potion!>

Following the quest prompt, I grabbed the potion from the bedside and gulped it down. In this game, low stamina during intimate moments led to fainting, making stamina potions essential.

When stamina drops to the point of fainting, your consciousness separates, and you can watch yourself being acted upon in real-time while unconscious. I’d heard there are people who enjoy that kind of play, as all the sensations are still fully experienced.

As the red potion coursed through me, strength returned to my body.

<Quest Complete!>

• Reward: Received 10 Stamina Potions.

Having done this once already, I wasn’t particularly impressed. Debating whether to skip the tutorial, I noticed an unfamiliar item in the inventory window.

“What’s this?”

<Blessing Ring>

• Available to equip upon completing the second playthrough’s tutorial without skipping.
• A ring imbued with the blessing of space and time.

Blessing of space and time?

Judging by the term “blessing,” it seemed like a valuable item. Deciding against skipping, I followed the system’s instructions and rose slowly.

Though slightly tedious, if finishing the tutorial granted a reward, so be it.

It wouldn’t take too long, so I resolved to complete it.